I have heard there are troubles of more than one kind. Some come from ahead and some come from behind. But I've bought a big bat. I'm all ready you see. Now my troubles are going to have troubles with me!

I'm not sure what I want to do with my life. One second I'm sure, the other I'm doubting myself. I'm leaving China that's for sure though. I got three choices or well to be realistic only two.
Either I stay in China one more semester then do my six month long internship somwhere and then come back to China or transfer over to Switzerland/Australia/Spain/United States.
I have also been accepted to Hawai'i Pacific University (again) first it was the travel industry management major but I changed it to Advertising / Public Relations. I'm not sure how much my dad would agree to this one though, so I probably need to take a loan for about a million Swedish crowns...
This is the option I'm probably going with: Do my internship in February and then transfer straight to Switzerland. Which unfortunaly starts in end of July allready and I have  my IRONMAN in middle of August in Sweden. But that's fine.
I'm so perplexed. It feels like my life is over, that most of it has already been wasted and that I am not allowed to change my mind anymore. But then again, for christs sake, I'm only turning 19 in two weeks. 19. I'm still young, I'm still allowed not to know what I want to do, right?


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